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CONTROLLED EXISTENCE / NEEDFUL THINGS

by Controlled Existence

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1.
Dlane, čo škrtia Hladil ma, srdce mi prebodol hrdzavým hrotom, bozkal ma, hrdlo mi podrezal ostnatým drôtom. Dlane mal studené, dušu večne lakomú, ja už neverím nikdy nikomu. Palms strangling He was stroking me, he pierced my heart with a rusty spike He was kissing me, he cut my throat with a prickly wire. His palms were cold, his soul always mean, I will not believe, not ever, nobody
2.
Bezkrídli vtáci Pokorila ma beznádej, v mojom dychu pokúšajú sa vzlietnuť bezkrídli vtáci. Stratila som sama seba ako keď rozplynie sa para z tlamy besného psa v bezvetrí. A jeho brechot ozýva sa v nekonečnej tmavej noci. Birds with no wings Despair has subdued me, in my breath birds with no wings are trying to take off. I've lost myself like steam in a calm, puffing away from a rabid dog's mouth. And his barking echoes in an endless dark night.
3.
Je čas žať Čo zaseješ, to budeš aj žať. boľavé prebolí, keď presypú sa hodiny. Keď úroda dozreje, príde na teba rad, pravidlo nemenné, prestaň sa už báť. Time to harvest One reaps what one sows. The pain will pass when the sand in an hourglass runs out. When the harvest ripens, your time will come, a fixed rule, so stop being afraid.
4.
Kruh sa uzavrel Utíchol dážď, už nepočuť tvoje kroky, v nekonečnom labyrinte tápala som roky. Tvoj blúdny kruh teraz čaká na teba, budeš plávať bezradne sťa uhynutá ryba. Odvialo mraky, pomsta sa chystá, vstala som z bahna, nová, silná, čistá. The circle has closed up The rain has died away, no sound of your steps, I groped my way through the endless labyrinth for years. Your vicious circle is now waiting for you, you'll be swimming helplessly like a dead fish. The clouds were blown off, revenge is waiting, I've raised from mud, new, strong, clean.
5.
Mrchavé jazyky Pomeliem ti prsty, zašijem ti oči, z jazyka uvarím si čaj. Vytrhám ti nechty, do úst nalejem živicu, už sa ma nikdy nechytaj. Bad tongues I will grind your fingers, sew up your eyes, from your tongue I'll make myself tea. I will pluck out your nails, pour resin in your mouth, don't you ever touch me again.
6.
V jesennej sychravosti Žeravé lúče slnka vyhasli v jesennej sychravosti, morí ma chlad a zima. Napoj ma tvojou vriacou krvou, napoj moju hriešnu dušu do sýtosti. In a bleak autumn's day Blazing sunrays has burnt out in a bleak autumn's day, chill and cold are tormenting me. Give me your hot blood (to drink), fill up my sinful soul.
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Pôda horká 00:54
Pôda horká Vkročil si na pôdu horkú, dýchame totožný vzduch, pohľadom dotkol si sa môjho srdca, naďalej túžiš z môjho tela piť. Mne však strácaš sa letmo v diaľke ako moľa z prachu sypká. Nebudem už droga tvoja, nechám ťa pusto žiť, živoriť. Hot soil You entered a hot soil, we're breathing the same air, you touched my heart with your look, still craving to drink from my body. But I am losing you, just a glimpse in the distance, loose, like a moth from dust. I will not be you drug anymore, I'll let you languish lonely.
8.
Žily, slzy, šľachy Čierny dym vdýchla som ti do tela, vytrhla ti žily, odstrihnuté prsty ku koži som ti prišila, vypila tvoje slzy. Slepé oči z jamiek som ti vybrala, stiahla ťa z kože, vyrezala šľachy, utopila v bahne. Veins, tears, tendons Black smoke I breathed into your body, ripped out your veins, cut off fingers I sewed to the skin, drank your tears. Blind eyes I took out of your sockets, skinned your body, cut out tendons, drown you in the mud.
9.
Spálim ťa na prach Slzy čierne mi stekajú po horúcej koži, ale moja nenávisť ich spáli na sypký prach. I will burn you to dust Black tears are running down my hot skin, but my hatred will burn them to loose dust.
10.
Aj tak vstanem z mŕtvych Žeravý piesok sypal si mi do očí, ústa plné kameňov a prachu. Ruky zviazal si mi do krvi, pobozkal dlane. Stiahol zvieraciu kazajku, pochoval ma na dne. Even so, I will resurrect Hot sand you poured into my eyes, my mouth full of stones and dust. You tied my hands bloody, kissed my palms. Tied the straight jacket buried me at the bottom.
11.
Z cudzieho krv netečie Out of a stranger blood will not flow
12.
Za živa mŕtva Do čerstvo zahojenej rany zaboril si nôž tupý, vydlabal tlčúce srdce, tvoj súcit je skúpy. Po kvapkách krvi už neostala ani jedna stopa, pochoval si ma zaživa, dýcham, ale som mŕtva. Dead alive You stuck a blunt knife into a freshly healed wound, gouged out a beating heart, your mercy is scarce. There is no trace of blood drops, you have buried me alive, I'm breathing but I'm dead.
13.
Žalár najtemnejší Moje telo ako kliešť zarytý v koži opustiť nechceš, saješ moju hebkú krv. Sťa železo prikované k mojim kostiam, vrastáš pod svalmi s nimi v jedno. Nespíš aby budiť si ma mohol každú noc v tvojich hlbokých snoch, si tinnitus v mojich ušiach, nenecháš ma slobodne dýchať. Naveky ukrytý v mojej hlave, žalár najtemnejší. The darkest prison You don't want to leave my body, like a tick rooted in the skin, you're sucking my velvet blood. Like iron chained to my bones, you're growing into one another under my muscles. You're not sleeping, so you could wake me up every night in your deep dreams, you're the tinnitus in my ears, you won't let me breathe freely. Forever hidden in my head, the darkest prison.
14.
Zapredaj mi dušu Korene stromu mi obmotali ruky, nemaj strach, vraveli mi. My zaženieme nočné mory aj z hlavy muky, poď s nami, volali, už ti neublíži nik, zapredaj nám dušu, vábili, a vytrhli mi jazyk. Betray your soul Tree roots wrapped around my hands, don't be afraid, they told me. We will chase away those nightmares and anguish in your head, too, come with us, they cried, no one will hurt you, betray your soul, they lured me and bit out my tongue.

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Recorded and mixed at Golden Hive Studio, Prague, autumn 2019. Mastered at Tretratrot Studio. Will be out as split TAPE / LP on PSYCHOCONTROL Records
NEEDFUL THINGS / CONTROLLED EXISTENCE

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released November 14, 2019

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